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| Every time something good might happen, there's always something else
in the way, hate how "LUCKY" I am in life...it sucks! Nothing can ever
go right anymore, guess I'm just set to be unhappy the rest of my life,
at the rate its going, doesn't seem too long till my end is near, so
much bullshit always happens to, and I know that other people have
problems worse than this, but I've been going through this kind of crap
for 10 plus years! Life just fucks around with me, and I'm am really
tired of it. I hate to let people down and upset them, but no matter
what I do, it always seems to happen, just happen to be the fucken
"LUCKY" one in this family! Always in the shadow of my brothers, always
left in the dark, there's nothing I'm good at, no one really wants to
be around me, I'm sure of it, and I am the forgotten one. I'd hate for
any of you that are currently reading this to feel sorry for me, you
have more important things to worry about other than me, hope you have
a good day... | | |
| Woo! I will be RPing with friend of mine on Myspace! Will be cool! :D
Nothin new! :P
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| Alrighty, I will be busy this weekend! I am going to the Texas Open!
That's right the Valero Texas Open, the golf (PGA) event that takes
place in my hometown; San Antonio! I just got the info, that we (me and
my dad) are getting VIP passes!!! That means: free parking, food and
drinks! All while we watch some professional golfers, um, golf! WE went
last year, and it was fun, too bad we only saw one d00d play, because
we got there late, we were new to golfing so we didnt know anything, so
now we know what to do! Arrive early and watch the fun unfold! So it'll
be cool! There's also a VR game, to see how well you can drive the
ball, as I said I was new to golfing and I wasn't that great of a
golfer,(best drive on VR was like 180 yards >.< ) but as time
passed, I got better (in real golf!) So I hope to surprise all those
watching this year lol, my best in real life was like 270+ I believe.
So yeah, fun at Valero Open this weekend at the LaCantera Golf Resort!
Fancy place, nice shopping mall they have there too, only been there
once though. And many of the Spurs player actually live around that
area! O.O Maybe I'll see Manu Ginobili! LOL, yeah right, but it'll be
great this year. So wooo for golf! | | |
| Possibly! I will be working at Dillards at Rivercenter! Which is cool because its downtown and in Rivercenter! And, I'll be getting money :P so i can get cool stuff for myself :D as well as help out with rent here and help with bills and stuff with my parents! So yeah, that will be great! I hope I get that job! ^-^ then I'll be a full-time employee! will be cool!
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| Gah, its so boring, nothing to do! I just came back from playing
basketball, im not tired or anything, its just that im just BORED, the
games I played were fun, and an unusual thing happend, not really
unusual to most but to me yes, I missed 3 lay-ups! >.< but in
that same game, I end up making a 10 foot jumpshot and then 2 three
point shots, one of them was over a guy that's like 6'3", and I'm just
5'11"! Too bad all the games I was in, we lost T-T, oh well, I did have
fun though, but I cam home because there were about 16 people there,
and I knew I wouldn't really get another chance at it, so I went home  . Oh and I just heard that sone "Let Down" by Chester Bennington (the vocalist from LP incase ya didn't know! )
its a great song, I like it, kinda reminds me of me heh. Well 2 more
days till my birthday, yay! 19! And just recently I was just thinking,
why do people usually treat me bad? I mean, I've done nothing wrong to
them, and yet I get all their hate, why? Guess the goody guys are
easier to corrupt and make fun of, I know I shouldn't be all whiney
about it, but I've been trhought this kind of thing for YEARS, well I
know I'll get them to shut their mouths, just like the Spurs have, the
nice guys wont fight back, they'll just show you up with what they can
do, don't underestimate them. The only way I'll ever fight, is when you
back me into a corner, when you think you have the upper hand, I'll
come out and the "enemy" will be surprised! As the saying goes "A true
leader always keeps an element of surprise up his sleeve, which others
cannot grasp but which keeps his public excited and breathless." that's
me! SO yeah, anyway, 19 in 2 days, weird games of basketball and the
nice guy getting all the crap, that's pretty much it, nothing new
really, just another day in my life! Well if you've read this far,
thanks! Later! | | |
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